Filed under: Reflections
After reading a complaint regarding the lack of details in my blog, I’ve decided to write an informative entry on the current state of my life. =) Well, I almost forgot that the purpose of my blog is to hone my memory skills and to keep my bestest friends updated.
Basically, I have 13 days to the final examination I’ll ever have, hopefully, PRAY-VERY-HARD. And that is to say I’m having holidays now, which happens in every sem just before my exams. Not having to go to school should be one of the best things that has ever happened to me. However, I’m quite disgusted at my lack of motivation in studies sometimes. Sorry, Father and Mother. And also sorry to the mugger boyfriend too who has a lazy girlfriend. Not at all sorry to my closest friends because I have lots of time to slack with you, just don’t go clubbing okay?
Anyway, it’s quite exciting to remind myself that I’m graduating soon, which means I’ll no longer need to entertain free-riders and domineering pigs anymore. But I’m really clueless about my future. I don’t want to wear office clothes and high heels. I don’t want to sit in the office and grow fatter than I already am. I WANT TO BE A PRINCESS OKAY. Haha. Of course not. I think I want to lie in bed and stare at the sky until money falls from it. No, think I want to be a zookeeper.
So you get my point now? I’m really clueless.
Maybe I just don’t have the confidence to do anything. It doesn’t help that my bestest course mate has found a job and will be working in Shenzhen which is very near HK which also happens to be a shopping delight. Of course I’m very happy for her, just a little disappointed that I have no one to fight with me anymore. I can’t believe that things are happening so fast. I really feel like I’m a good-for-nothing. And I don’t think I deserve a good break before I start work either cuz I didn’t put much effort into my studies anyway. These thoughts just linger at the back of my mind while I think of the trips I’ll be going on. I really don’t deserve it.
How? Guess I’ll go figure out. Maybe I’ll be a part-timer forever. And live off my parents.
Filed under: Reflections
A series of portraits taken during life and after death. Inspiring.
http://www.guardian.co.uk/society/gallery/2008/mar/31/lifebeforedeath?picture=333325401
Don’t wish to regret not living my life only when the time draws near. But then again, it’s never easy with all those commitments and expectations that society has of you. At this point in time, the support of loved ones really matter to me.
Think when I die, I wouldn’t want to be alone.
